Well, I´m afraid that nobody can help me, if I try and try to go on, something happens and the exit is totally closed. When I walk through the dark hole of my childish mind and see all the walls dirty with bloody drops, I´ve to remined me that all my nightmares will never come true, even if a see the darkest night and the wolf that follows me with sharp teeth and hungry of blood. I have the sensation that she will tell me "no, I can´t work with you" I dont know if I can support it. Can someone help me? Can someone fix me? Can someone try to hold me?