Fighting with self harm

Yes, I´m always fighting with self harm, I have to cope with this since I was 7, just a little girl. I know i the wrong way to my anxiety, depression an compulsive conduct. I was in silence arround 25 years and know I´m in treatment with prozac, rivotril and seroquel. Wow is too much! and it makes me feel like I´m crazy, different of the ordinary people, but I´m a good person. Well, another day.......